Post by Alex Rohin | James Tock on Apr 23, 2012 16:00:22 GMT 1
I'm worried about Rohin.
Anyone reading this log may or may not know that I am always worried about Rohin. I have good reasons; there is always something about Rohin to worry over. Rohin is small and susceptible to being pushed around. He is also vulnerable to harsh words and easily hurt. He also cries far more often than I'd like.
However I fear that he may have changed from being completely that way. I do not know if his changing is positive or negative and I have yet to make a decision about it. I do notice that he is at least much more moody than I remember before the FAYZ [Fallout-Alley-Youth-Zone] was formed... and his moods are usually dark and disturbing to me. He is prone to be openly angry at things that would have normally made him shy away or even cry.
There are also hints from others that Rohin has done something bad to "obtain" me. I had apparently been "poofed" out of the FAYZ area along with others over the age of fifteen. I cannot image what horror it must have been for Rohin to be alone for such a long time; if he did something bad to bring me back then I do not think I should be surprised. I only hope it wasn't anything too drastic. He did cry and remain absolutely silent for three days when I returned and I am still not sure what caused it... He has only mentioned something to do with the girl named Brianna.
"Powers" have been given to many of the children. It is very unnerving for children to be having such strange things occurring to them. I do not like it at all but it cannot be changed.
I am especially concerned over Rohin's power. He can control darkness. Rohin was deathly afraid of darkness and would cling to me at night when I would insist the nightlight be shut off; he would tremble with fear at the thought of shadows in the night. I do not understand how he now has the sudden ability to wield his own fear. He is also no longer afraid of darkness as he claims he can see perfectly in it. ... This is very concerning to me. I am deeply worried about Rohin. Such a change cannot signal anything good.
I must now attend to baking. Resources are scarce for baking and cooking. Things taste different when butter is replaced with oil, but the children do not seem to mind.
Anyone reading this log may or may not know that I am always worried about Rohin. I have good reasons; there is always something about Rohin to worry over. Rohin is small and susceptible to being pushed around. He is also vulnerable to harsh words and easily hurt. He also cries far more often than I'd like.
However I fear that he may have changed from being completely that way. I do not know if his changing is positive or negative and I have yet to make a decision about it. I do notice that he is at least much more moody than I remember before the FAYZ [Fallout-Alley-Youth-Zone] was formed... and his moods are usually dark and disturbing to me. He is prone to be openly angry at things that would have normally made him shy away or even cry.
There are also hints from others that Rohin has done something bad to "obtain" me. I had apparently been "poofed" out of the FAYZ area along with others over the age of fifteen. I cannot image what horror it must have been for Rohin to be alone for such a long time; if he did something bad to bring me back then I do not think I should be surprised. I only hope it wasn't anything too drastic. He did cry and remain absolutely silent for three days when I returned and I am still not sure what caused it... He has only mentioned something to do with the girl named Brianna.
"Powers" have been given to many of the children. It is very unnerving for children to be having such strange things occurring to them. I do not like it at all but it cannot be changed.
I am especially concerned over Rohin's power. He can control darkness. Rohin was deathly afraid of darkness and would cling to me at night when I would insist the nightlight be shut off; he would tremble with fear at the thought of shadows in the night. I do not understand how he now has the sudden ability to wield his own fear. He is also no longer afraid of darkness as he claims he can see perfectly in it. ... This is very concerning to me. I am deeply worried about Rohin. Such a change cannot signal anything good.
I must now attend to baking. Resources are scarce for baking and cooking. Things taste different when butter is replaced with oil, but the children do not seem to mind.
